Change has to begin within me
No one else can do it for me
And I'm having trouble understanding this concept
But I think it might be starting to make sense
I've just been relying too much on other people to do things for me
I also need to realize that I can't change people
And that I should let them go
Because I think they've already let me go
Maybe even if I let some people back in who have changed
Things might start to look up
Listening to Emm's music is lifting my spirits
"I was done being a lonestar"
Think my favourite song might be East Coast Angel
But Asianblue is an amazing album beginning to end
I need to cleanse myself
Beginning with a long, hard look at why I need to do this
And some major organization of the elements around me
I saw Sam Roberts last night
One of his songs is about what he called the "Canadian Dream"
Something that has a different meaning to everyone
To him it was being a socialist
Maybe I should look in to that concept more
Or I could figure out my own meaning for the "Canadian Dream"
He also had a song called "Paranoia" for all the potheads
Which received a roaring applause
It was a good show all around
"I'm holding up falling stars"
Back to the real task at hand: change
I need to stop feeling sorry for myself
I play the victim too much
But it will change and now is the perfect time
I just need to change the way I look at things
"Maybe you'll miss me when you hear me on the radio"
