I'm afraid that if I start to write then it'll just be the same old shit
But I want this to have a different mood
I only seem to know how to write when I'm depressed
I tried to see how good my singing was tonight
Let me tell you - I won't be the next Canadian Idol that's for sure
But I want to be famous for something
I just don't know what yet
I need a "get rich quick" scheme
Although I think most of the free world is trying to do the same thing
And I don't think my writing is going to get me anywhere soon
Why is that every time I think I have things figure out, everything changes?
A question for everyone who actually reads this -
Wht do you seriously, honestly think of my journals?
I want an honest answer
And I seriously want one, don't just ignore this
What's the point of posting these when I don't get any feedback?
So my contact's at the bottom
Feel free to use it and be honest
Oh dear...I'm even putting myself to sleep
