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August 2, 2003 9:12-9:43pm

Journal Entry #10

Fuck...I don't know why people have to hate on what I like
I respect that you may not like it, but don't make me feel stupid for liking it
All music should be appreciated
I'm not going to try to be "different," if I like something that's mainstream - so be it
I just get so frustrated!!!
Why should I feel bad about what I enjoy?
Am I bothering you with it?
"Twenty years, a million fights"
I wish the sickness would go away
But I enjoy the voice, my "sexy phlegm"
My cat actually had a spurt of energy
Which she used to play with this pen and a paper ball
When she was done she looked at me like I was crazy and meowed
"Maybe just a little skinny but hey...who's not?"
Maybe I'll become the crazy cat lady when I'm old
I'm probably destined to become an old spinster
"Darcie Paterson - spinster and lunatic"
"God bless you all, for the song you sing"
Where will I even be in one year?
This is the scariest thing - I don't know
Who knows - maybe I'll have had a torried love affair by then
Doubt it...
"I'm gonna be someone"
How come nobody sees themselves properly?
Boy is a genius...a musical genius
There are a lot of undiscovered musical geniuses out there
I'm not one of them
Have I gotten the point across yet that I want to be a famous musician?
Good god I'm pathetic...
One day they will discover how great I am...when it's too late
Am I dragging this out too much?
I'm just waiting for the last song
It's my favourite
The best always comes in last
And that's why not a lot of people know it's the best, because they won't wait
If only they knew what was to come they might
An analogy I'm trying to make myself believe
Alright, that's enough, I'm out
 
peace.



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