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July 15, 2003 12:49-1:03am

Journal Entry #7

I thought I was dying tonight
Driving down a back road with no houses
A full moon with a distinct face
And Sigur Ros on the radio
If that wasn't enough - goth girl Mico played next
Music can affect my mood like no else
It made me feel like I was dying
It made him feel like he was living
"Sing us a song to hum through the hours of dying"
If I died now, I would miss out on so much
Love, children, a career, grandchildren
It's important to me to have people think I have a good life
That I always have fun, that I'm never bored
"So come on davey, sing me something that I know"
Is it strange that I long for something I never had?
I don't know what it's like to have an intense relationship with someone either best friend or boyfriend
I don't have anyone to talk to here anymore
I want someone to think the world of me
To always think of me first
I've never been #1 in someone's life
What do I have to do to get that?
"I wanna fall in love tonight, here tonight"
I feel like no one ever thinks of me
I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life
I want someone to write a song for me
I want someone to be inspired by me
I want to make an impact
"If you don't know, honey why'd you just say so? I need this now more than I ever did"



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