Tried to chill with old friends today - didn't work out
Thought some more about what good music is and isn't
Wondered why I'm not natural around anyone
I don't even know the real me
My only true friend in this world is someone I've never technically met
My parents can't figure me out
My only true passion in this world is music and I feel like no one believes me
Why do I need to explain my passion?
A very awesome chick once said to me, "if it's what you want to do, you shouldn't have to explain it"
Those words will stick with me forever
I want to be the one who's dancing like nobody's watching
Creativity only seems to come once in awhile
After which I feel 10 times better
Everyone has a sad story to tell
I share mine with anyone who'll actually listen
Lyrics of a song keep coming back to me
"Are U Happy Now?"
I like celebrities better if they're nice people
Everday I begin to realize my boy wonder probably isn't that nice
He's too caught up in his sad story
"Tell it to my face, have I been erased?"
Who knows if those are the right words
I wonder if I'll ever meet my new crush
He mentions my birthday in a song
"She caught my eye on October 9th"
Maybe he's a nice person
His song makes me cry - too much raw emotion
"It's been a long hard road without you by my side"
Our neighbours will be celebrating their birthday today
Maybe their "leader" will celebrate by killing more innocent people - but make sure you don't touch his oil
I want to talk on the phone for a long time
I want to feel sexual - where are the boys?
I want to be known
I want people to think I'm smart
Music is my education
No one I know wants to hear how I'm doing
"I am lost in the see-thru, I think you lost yourself too"
Why can't my life be rock 'n' roll
I can't even pull off saying that
When will I be comfortable in my own skin?
"When you're not feeling ugly and the world's not too much - take the world upon your shoulders"
Where's the line between a good vision and high maintenance?
I wonder what some people from the past are doing?
Do they think of me?
Does the boy who stole my heart in public school wonder about me even though he's married with two kids?
I want to be on my own
I want to be near the people that I miss
And I know miss me
All it took was one phone call from a dear friend to get me out of my funk
I wanted to call my true, pure friend as well...but we don't do that
I wonder if he knows that I sometimes wish he was here? Does he feel the same?
He's the one that makes sense to me...and helps me see straight
My dear friend does that for me too
I had no idea that when I went to college I would find a "kindred spirit"
"Busking for change and changing everything"
Is there true love out there for me?
Who can answer these questions?
I don't even know if there is a God
I'm not educated enough to form an opinion
Why is there so much stuff I don't care about, when I should?
"This is not where you belong"
I had a friend try to tell me what I liked and didn't like...made me wonder if he knew me at all
He questioned my passion too much
I never asked him why he liked being an artist
Pictures were taken at Sir John A. and Dalton Ave., I love them, she hates them
The kid and I took some great pictures together - I miss him
I remember the people who were fun
"Blind the deafened moon and stimulate the tombs of angels"
I like my g's - the way I write them
I like Jann Arden - she's real
I'll always remember Mikey P. - he was nothing but real - and it scared me
Not too many in this world are real
I've realized I have a much better relationship with people when I don't expect anything from them
But I only seem to be able to do that with a few people
I let people disappoint me too much
My friend tells me I'm not punk and it's true
Although sometimes I wish I was
The spikes in my ears look punk - but that's it
"Captivate me, I want good thoughts inside of my head"
I've been writing for half an hour, that I know of
What if I woke up and this was a dream - could I tell where it began?
I like getting mail - it doesn't happen often
I like getting the new Cosmo every month
I like being a girl
People are too obsessed with labelling everything (music is music)
I wonder if I could write 18 pages FRONT AND BACK!
New music videos make me happy
I saw a good one today - made me laugh
Very 80's style song - I like that
"Girls don't like boys, girls like cars and money"
Will anyone read this?
I want to publish it
Does anyone really buy books anymore other than if it's become a movie?
My favourite book is She's Come Undone by Wally Lamb (not a movie)
I made one funny girl read it who doesn't like reading - she read it twice and never gave it back
This is making me happy
When I wake up later today will I still feel happy?
I love it when I like a band that no one's heard of
I like it when my cat sleeps in my bed with me
I like the sun - if it's not in my eye
I have a friend who has completely changed herself and we've managed to stay friends
She's really creative, more so now than in high school
"Feeble fables aren't changing anything"
I wonder if I'll change my name when I get married
I wonder if I'll get married
How does Darcie Madden sound?
