Well the weekend went well
No fights, no craziness, just happiness
The band blew away all expectations
Although it was hard to concentrate when I felt squished and dehydrated
But they were everything I wanted and more
Afterwards I had conversations with a girl who I think may be my twin
I met her over a love for silverchair
And now the bond has grown to include GC
Everyone laughs at me for my obsessions but now there is someone else who shares them with me
Now I'm back to my regular life
And I just don't feel like talking to anyone yet
I think that weekend was good for me
It made me miss a lot of things
But it also helped me get past others
I have to start thinking a lot now about where I want to go
I'm sure I'll have indepth discussions with my parents
Their input is the only one that matters in this situation
I just need to get some perspective
Stay or go?
Which would be better?
Well I'm not going to solve it in the middle of the night
Next issue...
Is there another issue?
I don't think so, none that I'm willing to go in to right now
This is a "scratch the surface" journal
Not an indepth one
The tsunami smells good
Actually it's satsuma but when you're drunk it becomes tsunami
I think that's about it for now
I needed to write but I'm still in a non-chatty mood
So that's it, there's nothing left to say
"You, soft and only
You, lost and lonely,
You, just like heaven..."
