Excuse me, could you please not treat me like shit?
That's what I want to say to a lot of people
Maybe I play the victim too much
Not as much as someone else I know
That's another story
What am I even doing here?
In Napanee, at this time, in my life
I just feel useless - nowhere to turn
I wonder if any strangers are reading this
Do they understand?
Do they think I'm stupid?
"Are you gonna live your life wondering, standing in the back, looking around?"
I want answers
I want a normal life
Or maybe my life is too normal and that's the problem
I won't know till I find a change of scenery
I'm too restless
I'm not content because I feel like I'm going nowhere
I want to sleep and not worry about when I should get up
Everything is about me...but I don't know what else to write
I want to be famous
But I'm not good enough at anything to become so
Everyone else seems to have a clear vision
What's wrong with me?
I can't sing
I can't play guitar well, so I probably can't play anything else
I know I can't really act, I'm not comfortable enough with myself
What to do?
"You'll change your mind come Monday and take your steps away with hesitance"
